Ocean of letting go

Ocean of letting go

 

   Watching the Sun go down into darkness makes me imagine myself sitting on the big rocks letting the waves tears hit me.

Walking half moon bay beach and walk down to touch the hot sand and  just stare at the waves coming up to the sand and going back to convert into a bigger wave and when i stare at it ,

It just makes me think of life’s lies and reality of how different the world is,

Things flow through my head of the things people have done to have hurt me to hold me down in the point that

I can’t reach out for help to get out of this darkness of broken memories like shattered glass

 

 Times my heart  has broken down in pieces like the cliff falling apart

,  it just kills me when i'm on the rocks by the wave where the pain I have been wanting to just leave all the pain somewhere i don't have to deal or cry about anymore .

Sometimes I slip a tear by my eye and think of my emotions and trying to let go of the people did to hurt me and never thought of the damage it can cause .

It's hard to let go of all the things people did for you and then regret loving you or protecting you from the people who try to hurt you and blame you for them getting hurt by the people that tried hurting you but hurt them instead of you and them not thinking that you appreciated everything they done for you but they just don't see it in you.

Wind whispering to me saying that it will dry up my tears,  to drop all of our memories into the waves mouth for it to drown them and drag it to the deeps of its ocean for it to last forever and it to bring them back to life once the tide rises again I can relive those most beautiful  memories yet painful to see them fade away.

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